Can you change the choices you make?||(Syria)

[captainsoreninne]

I been walking around, Inside a haze, Between the lines of reason, Hiding from the ghost, Of yesterday, feels like I'm barely breathing, I wanna feel the rain again. I wanna feel the water on my skin and let it all just wash away.The sky was looking very dark, threre was not many people on this island, but one lone men was sitting on the bench, Soren looked up at the sky and he could feel the rain coming down very hard now, but he didn't move. He was thinking about everything that had happened to him, had it been worth it, he couldn't go back, but he wished he could, he missed his family, he just sat there and let the rain fall on him. Was there any thing that he had done worng in his life time, he didn't have much as a childhood, between his father beating him and Jadis taking him away to train to be in her army, there was no end to it. He watched the waves come up and down, his was bare chested and his scares were showing, and he wasn't wearing his mask, he didn't need it. His scared faced once and looked up at the sky, would the pain ever stopped, he didn't think so. Soren sighed and looked back out at the water again, he didn't care anymore, he had failed soo many times, how could that change.

(sorry it's short all i could think of and plus I am busy xD)